老师的孩子可不是当假的~~ T>T

“我知道当老师的孩子压力很大，老师的孩子也不是神，也需要休息，不过你交这样的功课给我，你到外面告诉人说你是老师的孩子，你爸爸还有面子吗？”方老师的责备一直回旋在我的脑海里。我承认这次是我的错，我也愿意接受老师的责备，我也认同老师的看法。这是我第一次觉得终于有人说出我心坎里的话。。。我不止是我自己，我的背后还有我的爸妈，双双是老师，我就要比别人背起重两倍的压力~~

是啊，当老师的孩子真的不是盖的！别人自然而然就会对你再课业上有更高的要求，别人会对你的期望更高，别人也会以不一样的眼光来看你，这些事情只有我们才能够了解，在旁的人完全都不知情。。。我真的厌倦了，厌倦这种被别人搏命把你拉拔到更高的水准的做法。是怎样？；老师的孩子就不是人吗？难道当老师的孩子就一定是龙是凤吗？狗屎！

今天被老师大杀了两顿，我才恍然大悟，是时候平衡了，不能够太注重其他的活动而耽误了课业。毛笔字我真的很久没有写了，握笔的方法还有挥笔的技巧也都生疏了，我的书法一看就是一团糟！今天奕环也提醒我了，是时候要练书法，6分势在必得！今天看到别人交上去的书法，全部都整整齐齐，干干净净，只有我的字体缭乱~内疚啊~~

13/8/2010

OH SHIT! My day starts with the bloody PSS announcement. I have been watched for almost 5 months and the teacher( what they say la) decided to punish me because I didn't do my duty by 'stalking' me to do my duty every week! OKOK fine I admit that I don't really do my job properly but I also facing problem in the library! Hey, all those brainless librarian stuck in the counter talking, there are no place for me to stand and doing my duty! They didn't duty that day yet they stay inside the counter, chatting with other the worst is some so called "dedicated librarian" EATING AND DRINKING in the counter! OMG that consider as breaking the library rules! Really totally fade out with those stupid form 1 and 2 librarians! Every day skip the class, using the name of 'duty' or 'process books' to skip classes, FREQUENTLY! Acting like they very dedicated, disciplined but actually NO! OH GOSH MY ANGER is BOILING in my brain now~~So now, me and Emily have entered the black list, if we didn't start to duty back, we are dead!

Luckily, my day didn't goes too bad....

After school sister come and pick me up, today going to pay the fares for the trip to Korea!! Excited!! Finally my wish was granted, thank God for giving me a chance to relax after my PMR! Found out that most of my friends ( KPOP) wanted to go Korea enthusiastically !! Haha too bad I going first, will tell you all how great are the people there, food and also scenery!! Other than that, seems that Cyndi will be going with my family also yeah~~ Hope she can really come, if succeed then she will be the first friend that go oversea with me haha~~ (proud to be huh ^^)

Conclusion, right now I still have few hours more before I end my day. Now the thing I left to do is to finish my Chinese class calligraphy ( HATE THAT) ><

PMR冲！韩国冲！澳门冲！

哇！觉得有点愧疚耶。。。考试还没有过就想着要去玩，不过心情真的超级激动的，尤其想到可能能够在我的人生里面，活生生地看到少时！Yuri！！爱爱爱！（疯狂中~）

大考就在眼前了，percubaan不到一个礼拜，数学和国文还没有准备好，不过其他的科目已经上锁了，随时能够出发！！！这次地理和历史一定要score到A！！上次考试差那一点点的分数就能够拿到了，多可惜啊。。。。证明说每一题都会影响整体的成绩。数学啊，你不要那么难好吗？我看到你出现在我眼前，我的世界就瞬间黯淡了~~（有点夸张，不过是真的T.T）国文更加惨！那种没用的语法啦，害死人的！英文出到那么简单，国文出到那么难，什么意思哦！不过总的来说，我还是不能理解，为什么火已经烧到眉毛了我还能在电脑面前上Facebook和更新博客。。。。我的钟炫fanfic很久没有更新了啦！考完试后一定要天天更新博客和钟炫的fanfic！

Anneyeong Haseyo!11月23号我就可以去韩国了！那时候的季节还是冬季，雪白的雪景，娇嫩的梅花就要出现了，超级兴奋！不过这次去韩国还有一个‘私人的’目的，就是去音乐银行（music bank)，我真的真的想看到少时，SHINee，CN BLUE, 2PM, 东方神起这些超级赞的组合！有时候还会幻想，在同一间餐厅里遇到钟炫，Yuri，容和，Nichkhun和允浩，哈哈哈有点疯狂吧，不过是真的很想咯~~希望可以在首尔待久一点，几率才高一点嘛~~

从韩国回来后，教会儿童营又要帮忙了，不过我也觉得很开心因为每一次帮忙都让我觉得和上帝的关系更加密切，这一个比任何的事情来得更宝贵，所以一定要珍惜这一段时间。。。儿童营过后就去澳门了！这一次还是我第一次和四姨一起出国旅行，兴奋！！这次去的‘私人’目的就是要在Venetian把花样男子的场景拍下来，看完花样男子就一直很想要去拍摄场景~这次去澳门还有去珠海，收获应该会比之前多吧。

写了那么多还是觉得应该摆上帝摆在第一位，接下来就是PMR然后才是旅行。

Event over.... work havent over.... heart havent rest....

Haiz.... Circle event finally over but I still have plenty of work to do! Repackage for the logistic items and counselling packet haven't done yet and we also lack of people to help us run this event. I know that the grace of God is enough for me, but I am still kinda blaming myself for not prepare all the logistic items well. Kenny had already told me to do the logistic list but I didn't do, Kenny asked me to find logistic member I didn't find, Kenny asked me to guide them and teach them I didn't teach, gosh I really not deserve for being a logistic leader..... I am really really bad in leading people doing things and the some more are older then me, no one was listening to me when I give them instruction.

Here I will like to say sorry to few people and department:

Kenny : Sorry for bringing lots of trouble to you and because of my fault I bring trouble to the

event, sorry!

Joseph: Sorry because I do the things that you gave me late. So sorry!

Administration Department : Emily and Shu Yin, thanks for controlling the whole event well and

thanks for all of your support!

Logistic members and Station IC : Thanks for giving fully support during the event. Sorry for

giving some statement that is a bit confuse, sorry!

妈妈天气预测表，刘家的人请注意！

拜一到拜五 - 暴躁状态！ （奉劝：不要惹火妈，后果自负！）

拜六到拜日 - 开心状态！ （奉劝： 有任何请求在那两天问就对了！）

*是从今天的观察发现到的哦！

SMK Kiaramas K 歌之王！

今天又意想不到的结果！本来打算只是去甲洞看戏罢了，没有想到竟然upgrade到去One Utama 叻！今天虽然是在OU 但是我们把90%的时间都放在唱K的时间，整整三粒钟在兴奋的状态下唱到就要晕倒了，但是还是继续唱！哈哈哈哈，虽然有点无知啦但是还是超级开心的！第一次在Karaoke里，第一次和朋友在漆黑的房里度过了兴奋地一个下午！

一进到去欣怡就拿着遥控器死命点歌，点到在3分钟里面点了42首歌，我的天啊可是我们要在3个钟里面唱完叻，所以呢我们就把那些 ‘还好’ 的歌快转，把那些超爱的歌唱到完。最记得唱飞轮海的《出神入化》的时候超级HIGH的叻！今天我们全部荣升成为SMK Kiaramas 的 K歌之王了！有请杨恩婷，莫欣怡以及刘嘉实上台 ‘受封’ 哈哈哈哈哈（自恋狂）这天应该是我这半年最开心的日子了吧，无忧无虑， ‘与世隔绝’ 哈哈。。。

雨过天晴

与Emily的冷战终于结束了。。。这次真的是让我意想不到的小插曲。原本开开心心想要和欣怡一起去唱卡拉OK，没想到前天的事情差一点点就要让我们的 ‘大计’ 幻灭了！幸好今天道了歉就和好了，哪像上次那样，一冷战就1个礼拜多叻，而且还是欣怡和Emily两个一起来，我的天啊！我还想活长命一点啊！各位读者们，身为男生的我奉劝大家，千万不要和女生玩得太过火，要不然有‘冰’你受啊！冷战的感觉一点都不好！这次冷战能够那么快结束多亏Samantha和欣怡的帮忙，要不然我看我们应该一个月都不讲话的吧！

虽然冷战结束了，但是头痛的事又出现了。唱K计划也一样的宣告失败！因为Emily老豆的车竟然在这个千钧一发的时间点上。。。。宣布 ‘进院养病’ 了。所以只好在甲洞Metro Prima 走走了咯。希望明天不会有任何的突发状况吧。。。明天打算看Karate Kid， 本来我是想要去看Toy Story 3 的咯,觉得Toy Story3 的 3D 片应该会很好看吧，不是很想看打斗片，而且还是小孩子的打斗片，吸引不到我叻。。。。 可能过后就去‘撑海脚’ 吧。。。。

couple or don't couple?

Haiz.... Lots of my friends start to couple with girls and girls couple with boys already... Everyone look at me with a type of sight that is full of curiosity... Their sight like :" Haven't couple yet? Still single?" Enough of all these craps la!! Can't you all just give me a break?

Feeling like couple because that all my friends starts to show off front of me. Complaining about his or her relationship with the guy or girl. If you keep complaining why don't you just break up with her or him? Dumb people!

Feeling like not couple because that lots of my friends couple and their relationship ends up with broken heart..... Oh God please la! They knew that will happen to them they still want to do it! I just can't understand why they do it? They know the pros and cons of coupling on the age of an adolescent.

God please guide me and tell me the right way. Have Thine Your Own Way Lord. I will follow what You have shown to me.

感触

今天虽然没有什么特别的事情发生，但是欣怡回来了！其实也没有‘消失’ 很久啦只是说因为这几天很想要和她一起大谈特谈谈情说案！重第一集到最后一集我们都讲到超级兴奋！我真的很庆幸因为在黑暗的中学里寻找到三道稀稀疏疏，黯淡微弱的光，但是我很珍惜他们。。。真的。。。。但是我还是觉得小学的时光才是我人生里最明亮的日子。。。。大家都不会为了一点点 的分数而争得要死，不会因为抢男朋友而大打出手！这些黑暗却在我中一的时候慢慢吞噬了我的天真思想观。。。

仪涵，亦飞，骏业，永恩，韦信还有其他的朋友们，我很想念你们。。。但是岁月已经摧残了我们璀璨的时光。我是那么想的但是你们还记得我吗？在中一的时候，每一分每一秒都很辛苦因为没有你们的陪伴我痛苦得要死（是有点夸张啦——）但是句句属实，绝无谎言！我们曾经的6A已经消失得无影无踪了。看着手上的手机，盼望着有一天奇迹发生，你们其中一个人能够打电话给我，但是往往都是以失望来结束。痛苦，愧疚是我想对你们说的。痛苦因为失去了你们的陪伴。愧疚因为每次同学会都不一定能够参加。我只希望你们能够至少还有我这个朋友，在你们的心里有个小小的空间，就足够了。

Emily，欣怡，Samantha，谢谢你们在我中学生涯的低谷时期陪伴我，大家一起冲过了种种的风浪，但是过多120多天后就要各奔东西了。我会记得你们的，记得你们对我的好，记得你们对我的场景。。。。PMR过后我不知道我们的前途会是怎样，光明的？黑暗的？但是我相信我们大家会过得很好，一定要比现在更好，因为我们都一定会得到彼此的祝福，对吧？

今天补习过后不知道为什么有那么多的感触涌上心头。想到PMR过后我会转校，Emily可能回美国，欣怡也一样会转校，可怜的Samantha啊只剩下你了叻！加油哦（虽然看不懂华语 use google translator la ) 好了咯，现在要继续努力，下一站，幸福我又来了咯！

Love is not a mathematic and mathematic will never apeeared in love.

Bizarre feeling flowing after watching the drama, Mysteries love (谈情说案). Lots of my friends enjoy watching it, so do I. I love to watch drama, Hong Kong, Korea, Taiwan dramas are my favourite. This story has a very interesting story line. The very beginning of the story is quite simple. Ordinary female cop met a handsome looking scientist. Their life should be like a parallel line, no intersection happen in their life, it SHOULD be, but what is a drama? A drama is things that will never appeared in real life appeared on your computer or TV screen.

In the whole drama, of course there will be a lot of crime cases appeared because it is a cop based drama. By the way, the main 'spotlight' for this drama is the couple, Kingsley and Sai Lei Mui (below will be SLM). They look adorable when they stand together ( love it^^) . But seriously I hate Kingsley when he wanted to break up with her in the harbour. He blame the whole relationship was ruined because he calculate wrong!( Actually is because that his family disagreed of this relationship since Kingsley born in a rich and high class family while SLM born in a low class family( bloody thing!) and he is lying thats all!)What the hell is he thinking? Love can be calculate? Love can be an equation or expression in mathematics? This is so so so so so damn wrong! I really pity SLM because she is so fall to him but he just dumb her in a second because of an wrong equation. When she cry, tears drop freely from her eyes.... I feel so sad for her. I believe anyone who watched this show must be crying when you all seen this part.

Fortunately, today I have watched the ending of the drama. Kingsley propose to her on the TV. He said: " I hope I can use my whole entire life to make a time machine to bring me back to the beginning of the relationship and I hope to live with her for 70 billion of years until the sun exploded." He also said: " My fellow scientist friend, the second I born till now, I always think that every single thing in the world can be calculated, examined, logically developed, but I am wrong. The most precious thing in our life is love. Love cannot be calculated, you can only feel that in your heart."

My fellow readers I highly recommend you all to watch this bombastic exclusive interesting drama. It will plant your physic knowledge in your heart, permanently ^^. Enjoy watching.